Out of the corner of my eye I spotted a pale gold
butterfly, delicately traced with black veining and borders, bejeweled with
dots of sapphire and ruby. It drifted past my gaze and then soared upward on
the breeze.
“Look!” I exclaimed. “A beautiful butterfly!”
“That?” Richard asked doubtfully, pointing at what appeared
to be a dried leaf suspended from a twig.
I realized that the swallowtail butterfly I had spotted was
no longer in our field of vision, apparently having caught a wind current
lifting it gently toward the heavens before Richard could see it. What he was
viewing was indeed a butterfly, albeit a dark, shriveled creature suspended on
a nearby bush. Was it dead?
It was hanging from a twig, caught in thin strands of silk.
We couldn’t see a fully formed web, so we weren’t sure if it was trapped by a
spider beyond our view, or if it was a newborn butterfly just having emerged
from its chrysalis. At least now there were signs of life – faint, intermittent
pulsating of its wings. Was it in the throes of death, or struggling for new
life?
Intermittent glances at the butterfly as we continued our
readings did not shed light on the situation, but finally, after a few arduous
beats of its wings, it flew away! I imagined that perhaps it had joined the
butterfly I had seen earlier, both elevated to lofty heights, together enjoying
the freedom of flight.
Far from coincidentally, our selection of morning readings
had touched on being elevated to heavenly places with Christ (Ephesians 1:3;
2:6), on being born again (John 3:3-8), and on the
dangers of falling prey to subtle sins that can ensnare us and keep us from
soaring upward with our Lord and Savior (Hebrews 12:1).
To me, the first butterfly epitomized the joy, beauty and
liberty of salvation (Psalm 21:1; 35:9) through trusting
in Jesus Christ, Son of God Who died for our sins, was buried, and rose again
on the third day (1 Corinthians 15:1-4). When we are saved and in
His perfect will, the Holy Spirit empowers us to soar with Him on the heavenly
mission He has designed specifically for us (Ephesians 2:10).
We are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14)
in all details, and God created the human eye to be attracted to movement,
pattern and color. Just as I quickly noticed and was uplifted by the colorful butterfly darting past me, so our spirits are attracted to the believer who is
not only saved, but who is fulfilling God’s perfect plan for their life (Jeremiah
29:11). There is an inner beauty, purpose, and freedom in such a soul
that acts as a beacon to all who are blessed to encounter them (Matthew 5:14-16).
But the soaring butterfly was once a lowly caterpillar, and
the born-again believer emerged from a despairing sinner realizing their need
of a Savior. The encumbered butterfly, which could have been in the final
stages of metamorphosis, reminded me that only the Spirit can lift the sinner
from the pain and darkness in the pit of sin to the healing and light of salvation (Psalm 30:3; 40:2; 143:7).
Like metamorphosis, the process of salvation is not
instantaneous or painless. It occurs over time as the sinner hears the Word (Romans
10:14) and is convicted of his own sin, lack of merit, and
inability to save himself from the eternal punishment in hell that his sins
deserve (Ephesians 2:8-9). Meanwhile, the Spirit works in the
heart to save him through processes unknown to us (Ecclesiastes 11:5).
Or was the second butterfly caught in a spider’s web,
struggling against the odds to be set free? Even once we are saved, we can
easily fall prey to Satan’s traps and to the sins that so easily entangle us (Hebrews
12:1). On casual glance, these may seem innocent enough, and even
attractive, like silky strands of web shimmering in the sunlight. But if we let
down our guard, we are so easily trapped (1 Peter 5:8), not to
lose our salvation, but to lose the joy and freedom of fulfilling God’s purpose
for us.
Thankfully, there can be release and restoration, just as there was for the butterfly that may have been freed from the spider’s web. If we confess our sins, God is faithful to forgive us (1 John 1:9) and will renew our fellowship with Him, so that we can wait upon Him to lift us up as on eagle’s wings! (Isaiah 40:31)
May we soar freely with Him, born again as the caterpillar
to new life as the butterfly, and restored to heavenly places when He forgives
us of our confessed sins!
© 2017 Laurie Collett