Resting in God is far better (Joshua 1:13; 1 Chronicles 23:25; Psalm 37:7), remembering His faithfulness (Deuteronomy 7:9; 1 Corinthians 1:9, 10:13) and realizing that He is infinitely good and infinitely great (Psalm 143:10, Matthew 19:17; 2 Samuel 7:22; 2 Chronicles 2:5; Nehemiah 1:5, 8:6, 9:32; Job 36:26; Psalm 77:13,86:10,95:3, etc.).
As the moments of 2012 dwindle away, I find myself
reflecting on God’s blessings not only this year but throughout my life.
Reviewing how God has prepared each of us for our own unique ministries helps
us to appreciate how He not only equipped us with gifts and talents appropriate
for His calling on our lives (Ephesians
2:10; Philippians
2:13),
but that He engineered our trials and even our weaknesses for our good and His
glory (Romans 8:28; 2
Corinthians 12:9).
When God uses a timid, stammering man like Moses to
deliver His people (Exodus 4:1-13),
a disobedient rebel like Jonah to
spread revival that saved Nineveh, and even a Christian-persecuting Pharisee
like Paul (1 Timothy 1:12-15)
to write most of the New Testament, He gets the glory. He operates in the
supernatural, and not in the limited plane of man’s abilities or expectations (Genesis 18:14; Jeremiah
32:27; Ephesians 3:20).
Looking back on how this blog came into being, I remember
way back to high school when I dreaded the daily English class assignment of “Responses.”
Every day, regardless of our mood or the press of other assignments, we had to
write a brief essay, poem, or story that reflected our mood, thoughts or
circumstances. That discipline, seemingly unneeded at the time, no doubt helped
to generate a weekly blog post even when I am preoccupied with life’s
distractions.
Decades later, and a few months after I was saved, my husband
and I were flying to Japan to perform in dance shows. I was hoping to sleep on
the long, crowded, flight, but God laid it on my heart to dig my laptop out of the
overhead bin and to write about His
omniscience, omnipresence, and omnipotence. I felt truly foolish as I started
this task, thinking that I really knew very little on this subject; that I
desperately needed the sleep as we would start rehearsing the day we arrived in
Osaka; and that if I were going to write anything, I’d be much better off
working on medical stories that were due once we returned home.
But I followed His lead and wrote about His attributes, the words springing to
mind and leaping onto the computer screen with surprising speed and clarity. As
soon as I had completed the essay, the battery died, and I settled into a
peaceful sleep, knowing that I had been obedient in this assignment. Although I
didn’t know it at the time, it would turn out to be a trial run for writing
blog posts in the still distant future.
One Sunday a few years after I was saved, I prayed my
usual quick afternoon prayer to be Spirit-filled and yielded while singing in
choir in the evening service. I sensed that God was saying, “Yes, but there is something
else I want you to do.” So I prayed that He would reveal it to me, and
literally moments later I bumped into the associate pastor in the hallway. He
asked if I would consider teaching a weekly ladies’ Bible study class, as their
teacher was moving out of town.
Despite my lack of formal Bible training, I agreed, and
found that my knowledge and understanding of the Word grew far more quickly and
in depth than it would have had I been only a student and not also a teacher (2 Timothy 3:14-17; 4:2).
God was and is always faithful to lead me to Scripture verses, sermons, and other
readings (including many of your blogs!) to encourage and guide me in teaching
and in writing (Psalm 119:11,105).
But the class suffered many setbacks, including illness
and trials of several members, and other circumstances resulting in their
leaving the class. Some weeks I was teaching only one or two ladies. I became
discouraged that the time and effort I was putting into my weekly lessons was
reaching so few people and thought that a weekly blog of these lessons might be
a way to reach more.
I knew nothing about blogging, but God had equipped me with
computer skills needed for my occupation as a freelance medical journalist. As
I began my blog on Memorial Day weekend in 2011, I wondered if anyone would read
it. But God sent encouragement my way in a strange format – the movie “Julie
and Julia,” in which the writer of a daily blog sees no activity or comments on
her blog for six months, followed by an exponential and rapid growth in readership.
Looking back on all this, I am thankful for God’s
provision, as the statistics, rankings, and followers continue to grow. But it’s not about the
numbers, and if seeds planted in this blog lead even one soul closer to Christ,
it would be well worth the effort. The blog has taken on a life of its own,
covering topics independent of the Bible study class.
The greatest blessing is comments indicating that readers
were blessed by the post. I am so thankful for each and every reader, and for
the relationships with new and dear blogging friends all over the globe. I pray
that God would continue to
use me to spread His Word in this way.
As part of this retrospective, links to the 10 most
viewed posts of 2012 follow:
In closing the post and 2012, a New Year’s blessing to
all of you:
Philippians
1:2 Grace be unto you,
and peace, from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ.
3 I
thank my God upon every remembrance of you,
4
Always in every prayer of mine for you all making request with joy,
5
For your fellowship in the gospel from the first day until now;
6
Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you
will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ.
© 2012 Laurie Collett