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As I was walking toward our front door about two weeks ago,
I noticed three long, thin, dried up oleander leaves lying on the walkway in a
distinct formation. As regular readers of this blog know, I am intrigued by
patterns of three, in Scripture and in nature, as reflections of the Trinity (Matthew 28:19). So these leaves
caught my eye, especially since they were aligned to form the Roman numeral for
“9” – one leaf vertically by itself, to the left of two leaves crossed in an
“X” pattern, the three leaves clearly displaying “IX.”
Odd, I thought, and wondered if God might be sending me a
message, although I had no idea what it could be, until I stepped inside the
house and turned around to shut the door. At that point, I was viewing the
leaves upside down from my original vantage point, so I now saw them as “XI,”
or the Roman numeral for “11.”
9-11: the telephone number to call in case of emergency. Since
September 11, 2001, these numbers have always evoked even more dire warnings of
terrorism, death, and destruction. I also felt that the oleander leaves
spelling out 9-11 may have had additional significance. The oleander is a
beautiful evergreen tree with colorful, attractive blossoms, but all parts of
the plant are highly poisonous. What seems attractive at first glance is often
not what is best for us (Proverbs 23:31-32;
31:30; 1 John 2:16).
So I thought God was sending me a warning, but about what?
I had a sense of restlessness in my spirit, and although I prayed about it, I
had no clear answer. But God, Who is not the author of confusion but of peace (1 Corinthians 14:33; Isaiah
26:3) kept getting my attention with various other references to
warnings.
At a Bible study one night at our church, the Pastor’s
message was about those who disobeyed God’s law and pursued their own will
instead, at their own peril. Because they did not “observe to do” His
commandments, He removed His blessings and allowed curses instead (Deuteronomy 5:32; 6:25; 27:8-26;
28).
God’s Word serves to “admonish,” or warn us (1 Corinthians 10:1-14) by giving
us examples of those who disobeyed God and succumbed to idolatry, meaning not
just worshiping statues, but having anything stand between us and our
relationship with God. The devil can trap us and destroy our testimony and
ministry (1 Peter 5:8) even
when we are saved and want to fulfill God’s perfect plan for our life (Jeremiah 29:11; 33:3). However,
Satan’s power is limited by what God allows (Job 1:10), and once saved, we can never lose our salvation (John 10:28-29; Romans 8:39).
Later that week I heard a Charles Stanley sermon about
listening for God’s voice so that we can hear Him and obey. Most often He
speaks to us through our reading or hearing of His Word (Psalm 119:105), which can correct, instruct, and encourage
us (2 Timothy 3:16-17; 4:2-4),
If we take time to be still (Psalm 46:10), He may speak to us in our quiet time (Jeremiah 29:12-14), or even through
dreams (Daniel 2:19; 7:13; Matthew
2:12,22; etc.) or nature (Psalm
19:1). Sometimes God speaks to us through fellow Christians who warn us
of behavior that displeases God (1 Corinthians 4:14; Colossians 1:28;
1 Thessalonians 5:14).
When Dr. Stanley said that sometimes God wants to give us a
warning, that surely caught my attention! He related an incident in his own
life when he was a seminary student and had planned to spend the summer working
in his church’s missions’ office. One day he tripped, hitting his head, and he
felt God was sending him a warning. He became restless in his desire to know
what God had planned for his life, when one day in prayer He clearly felt God
telling him not to work in the missions’ office that summer, but to vacation in
a small town in the mountains instead.
At first he dismissed this idea, thinking it was just his
own selfish desire to relax over the summer rather than providing needed
service to his church. But he also clearly felt God asking him to trust and
obey Him (1 Samuel 15:22; Isaiah
50:10). So he did, and the first week he was there, the church where he
had visited asked him if he could fill in the following week by preaching for
the pastor who was unexpectedly called out of town. After he had preached there
several times, the church invited him to be their new pastor and was even
willing to wait for him to complete his final year at seminary!
He ultimately accepted the position; the church grew; and
his ministry expanded astronomically to the point that his sermons and messages
are now broadcast on television, radio, and online around the world. None of
this would have happened, and he would have fallen short of this amazing plan
God had for his life (Ephesians 3:20;
1 Timothy 1:14), had he not listened to and followed God’s call to
do something that made no earthly sense at the time (Isaiah 55:9).
God often works that way, with miraculous results when we
obey! Servants poured water into pots at Christ’s command and watched it drawn
forth as the best wine (John 2:7-10),
and armies marched silently around Jericho and then saw the walls come tumbling
down at the sound of the trumpet! (Joshua
6:1-11)
In my own quiet time, I had been asking for God’s guidance about
financial issues, and how to balance these with time and resources to be spent
in ministry and in fulfilling His perfect plan. Soon I sensed that the warning
God had for me was in that vein, that our earthly life is but a vapor (James 4:14), and that it will
soon be the time when we can no longer use it to serve Him (John 9:4).
He does not want us to waste our mental energy on worry (Philippians 4:6), for perfect
love casts out fear (1 John 4:18),
and we can cast our cares on Him (1
Peter 5:7). Rather, He wants us to find joy in Him and in our salvation
(Nehemiah 8:10; Psalm
21:1; 35:9; 51:12).
Every day is a gift from Him, and He wants us to rejoice in it (Psalm 118:24), for we are not promised tomorrow (James 4:14).
As we left our house one morning a few days later, we heard
sirens, then spotted an ambulance at a neighbor’s house, followed by two police
cars, and soon thereafter by a medical examiner’s car and hearse. This neighbor
had worked very hard for many years to take an early retirement. He had
purchased the vacant lot next to his property, built his dream house there to
live in, and gave the house where he had been living to his son, so that he
could watch his grandchildren grow up.
But he had lived there only a few short months when he
unexpectedly died in his sleep, and he could no longer enjoy all that he had
worked so hard to achieve.
So now I feel I understand the warning – our time here is
short; we can’t take our earthly possessions with us; and only those rewards we
have stored up in Heaven will have eternal value (Luke 12:15-34). Work is necessary to provide for our
families (2 Thessalonians 3:10),
but overemphasis on wealth, albeit admired by the world, is a distraction that
can keep us from God’s best (Proverbs
23:4-5).
Sadly, I don’t know whether or not our neighbor was saved,
and now the opportunity is forever gone to witness to him. I’m ashamed that I
never took the time to knock on his door and tell him that we are saved only by
our faith in the death, burial and resurrection of Jesus Christ (1 Corinthians 15:1-4) as the only Way to Heaven (John 14:6). But
it’s not too late to give his widow a copy of God’s Word, a plan of salvation,
and an invitation to visit our church.
May we always heed God’s warnings before it is too late,
for the night is fast approaching when no man can work. The numbers 9-11 in my
special warning may have had yet another meaning: if we commit our lives to
God, He will give us more time to serve Him in joy, peace and love.
Proverbs
9:11: For by me thy days shall be multiplied,
and the years of thy life shall be increased.
© 2016 Laurie Collett
4 comments:
Dear Laurie,
Who would ever forget 9/11 as probably the most broadcast disaster in recent history. Then not to forget the Egyptian Airline which fell out of the sky, into the Mediterranean only last week, then the untold number of auto crashes, with other unspecified yet fatal accidents and incidents.
You are right. God does not promise us tomorrow, as James reminds us, we do not know what's around the corner.
That is why I had to confess to God how often I have sinned in my younger days by wishing away my life. This usually happened when something good or exciting was not far away in time, such as a vacation, a trip abroad, or even to purchase some luxury goods. The ordinary school/working days leading up to those highlights of life tended to be long, endless and drawn out!
God has reminded me that I could be called home totally without expectation, rather like that rich man in Luke 12:13-21, although nothing worse can befall a man than to be called a fool by God!
Instead, especially now in my retirement, I appreciate each day God allows us to live, and if I desire to pray but do not know what to pray about, than giving thanks to the Lord for allowing us to see this particular day in human history, I found to be a good way to open up.
An excellent, thought-provoking blog. God bless.
Dear Frank,
Thanks as always for your kind words and thought-provoking comment. That is very true, that our perception of time, and our appreciation for it or lack thereof, often depends on the circumstances. I was painfully reminded of this a few months ago when I had a dental infection and had been told it would be about 48 hours before the antibiotics would kick in and I would begin to feel better. Time had never seemed to pass as slowly as it did during that 47th hour, when I lay in agony praying that God would remove the pain. Then He did, and in the following weeks with all the joyous celebration of our son's wedding and other wonderful times of fellowship, time has flown by so quickly. As our Pastor says nearly every time he sees me, "Another day, praise God!" Each day truly is a gift.
God bless,
Laurie
The point you made about doing what God asks, even when it seemingly makes no sense is such and important point. We often fail to realize that once we take a course of action, it may prevent us from doing something far more important and since we don't know what the future holds, we need to find out what God wants rather than depending on our own wisdom.
Amen, Donald! Every choice we make implies a path not taken, which could have been God's best for us. May we listen to Him at every turn.
God bless,
Laurie
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